I fell asleep in your arms

Again, I fell asleep in your arms
I know I must have been dreaming
You are not here for me at all,
Sometimes I wish I never knew you.

Again, I kiss your soft lips goodnight
I wrap the sheet around me close
I am cold, and somehow feel your warmth
It wraps my like a warm blanket.

Again, I feel your hand intertwine with mine
I pull your arms around me
Curling up beside the warmth of your body
I remember the first day I ever saw you.

Again, I feel so alone, even though I dream of you
I feel like I cannot find peace
I miss you so much, so very much
Is love alive in you, it is in me.

Never again, will I ever love anyone the way that I have loved you all these years, as silent as they have been. I wish you would read this!!! God, I miss you!!! I miss you, I love you, I need you!

If you are reading this....yes, it is you I am talking to. I don't need a psychologist to tell me why I love you, or how, or what to do about it. I have to figure this out on my own. I have to love you my way. I cannot embarrass you or me, or make things worse, or feel stupid, or break your heart...