Your eyes

Today my eyes met your eyes, and I couldn't stand it. It made me shudder in pain. I can't stand this much longer. Maybe I can, but I feel I could break at any moment. I am tired. I am ready to tell you. But only when you are ready to hear. I think you may be getting the idea...I hope that you are anyway. I feel cold. i am getting cold. I could be melted in one instant though. Given the chance I could fall all over again. I said hello. But I wanted to say more, even though i ran off looking like I was on a mission and in a hurry. I did this because it hurts too much. I have fallen for a man that I cannot have and I am getting weak. I won't say anything because I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to be stupid. I am feeling stupid... this is all my fault, I have brought all of this stress upon myself and it is just plain stupid. but I wish I could just runall of it by you and and know how you feel...