The Journey Begins!

I start a journey tomorrow. I may fail the very next day. In which case, I will need to start again. But I start the journey tomorrow. I cannot wait to go. I am searching for something. I will find something. I don't know what it will look like exactly. But I know what I am trying to find. I know what I think it looks like. It will be a hard journey. Full of blood, sweat, and tears. It will hurt like hell. I will hate it by the end of the week, and then love it the day after. It will be hard to keep going. In fact, I may try to turn around or sluff off the path at any given moment. I know this, because I have done it too many times before.
My journey starts tomorrow. I wish I had a companion along the way. But I think this is one I will have to do myself. I have tried to take friends before, and that has never worked. They were never looking for the same thing. So they always jump ship before it gets to deep. My sails will be broken and my ship will tip over a few times. But in the end...let's hope I am not cap-sized and drowned in the misery of my same old life again.
It's a quest. A journey. It's hell. It will be heaven. It will be miserable, it will be glorious. I will fall down a million times. I will pick myself up a million times.

Tomorrow....I start my journey, alone.