At this point, I am not even sure what to say. I blink and it's as if the whole story I knew was going to happen is happening. It is so predictable. I knew that it would be just as it is. A proposal of the most ordinary kind. I am at a loss for words. My heart sank. I still have no idea why. I am still attached, but it still felt as though it were a blow. It would be nice to know why I feel this way. I feel animosity, jealousy, and conviction. A Tuesday...really....who does this on a Tuesday!!?? When I have more time, I will express more of how this situation effects my well-being.