My heart on my sleeve...

Oh how I wish that I could waste away the time
And tell him that I want him to be mine
To hold forever in my arms
To keep him safe from the harms
That life keeps throwing him out of line.

We keep dancing around the issues at heart,
But I can't tell you how I wish we weren't apart
It's not the right time,
Will it ever be right?
I wish I dared to tell you where my love could start.

If I could just reach you where you are
And you could see my heart that far
I am hidden away inside this tomb
Created in my mother's womb
And Oh, that I hate, I can't tell if you care.

Faithfully, I run home each and every night,
But instead I wish I had you to hold me tight,
I wish I could say all I need to now,
But the truth is, I don't know how;
And if I did, it would never be right.

I see you standing alone, and I'm fine.
When your standing with her, I wish you were mine.
I wish I could steal you away with me,
Have some fine wine in maybe, Italy,
Oh that our hearts for each other would pine.

I'd fall asleep in your arms in a heart beat,
I'd die for your life to keep.
And when the day is done and there is no more
I'd love you still, walking out that door,
Knowing you'd return at the end of the week.

Problem is, you don't even know it is you,
You don't know that I long for us two,
I want the longest, sweetest kiss,
Standing alone in prevocative bliss,
While I'm remembering all my dreams that ensue.

You need to know that in that first moment I saw you,
I saw your heart, and I wanted it, I connected with you...
And on this November day,
I just needed you to hear me say,
That I want you more than ever before, I need you.

I hope you finally read this tonight,
For whatever reason you haven't just yet,
I hope that you know that it's you,
The one sitting alone, yes, you...
And the biggest smile of confusion on you I'll bet.

You are asking yourself, if it is you I mean,
And yes it is, I am telling you now so it seems,
My heart is open, and my life is too,
All I want is to give it to you,
I am tired of remembering you only in a dream.


I am wearing my heart, on my sleeve....