Crashing waves
Emotions rise
Times are changing
A new year
A new decade
A new era in my life

Bleeding heart
Empty tears
Love is restless
A new time
A new place
A strange way to begin

I feel so lost without you....God, I miss you....I'm in so much pain right now. I need to sit down and connect the way we used to.

I thought of you today.
I still love you.
Still miss you...still wish I could have you. I need you...

Winter

Today the snow is falling light little snowflakes all over the ground like pretty white petals from a flower. The last few days, you have been on my mind. It is difficult for me to explain why. You have been gone for a while. You have not responded to any of my holiday or birthday greetings. It makes me wonder if you have read this. I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your complexity. I miss the way you look so confused at me when I start rambling. I miss our connection. Things feel kinda backwards without you. Wish I could just pick up the phone and ask you how things are going. I wonder what you're reading now. I wonder if you are happy.
I miss you. I miss falling asleep dreaming of you. Wish you know how much I loved you, even now, after so much time has passed....