It seems absurd, but I miss you today. I really do. You are the love of my heart. I can't seem to shake you from my thoughts. I wish that I could tell you this, that you were still available to tell. I feel like that when you are away you are almost dead to me. Like you don't even exist. I am really not that far from you most of the time. But it seems that you are so far away. Wish I could pick up the telephone and call you, tell you I miss you, how much I love you, and how I can't wait to see you again. It would mean nothing to you though I am sure. You don't even know that I feel this way about you. How is it possible to love someone so much that never has or never will love you back??
I should have said something when I had the chance. But then again, I would not have had a chance, in this tomb I call a body. I am so lost in here. You could never love this. Knowing me, you would never fall for this.