I often wonder if you ever read this....
I miss you...especially today.
I wonder how you are doing, it's been so long since I have seen you.
Love.

Your being away for a while has helped...kind of. I am easily over you, but then again I am a mess. Also, I have given up so many bad habits. So that could be the reason for my mess. I look for you, and you never come, and I am okay with that; but secretly it kills me...