Just when I think that I can give it all up and make it right....
I am persuaded otherwise
Some obstacle jumps out right in front of me...
I miss him
with a passion
I still see him all the time
But it's so far gone
and there seems to be no hope
I miss him
I know, I already said that
But I do....
I love him
Love him
love him
this can't be right
my fingers type the feelings of my heart
my head feels the anguish of my soul
I need him
why can't he see me
I wish that I existed
just for once
I want to feel him
his breath upon my neck
his lips upon my shoulders
his hands around my waist
his body against mine
God, I want to tell him
but he is gone
he is so far lost in someone else
I am nothing
at least not to him
and right now that is all that matters
I love him
I need him
I want him
God, I wish he knew
I wish we had a moment alone
OR that he could read this
more like, that he would
Doubt that he will
it probably means nothing
and he would sit and ask if it was him
or who it was that I was talking about
I miss him
oh my god, I miss him
I miss him
Can you see it
Or are you blind
Life is to short
Love is never to late
If there was a chance, I'd tell you
Every single day
Right now...right here
I miss you....

The Dawn of a new year Resolute

At the risk of sounding like the continual broken record at the beginning of every year, it is important to celebrate the new arrival or a year, and this time a decade as well. Most people ask you what your resolutions are. While that sounds so cliche, it is never the less something to think about. Some people resolve to lose wieght, eat healthy, exercise more, or simply not to resolve at all.
That is why I am writing this to you and all of my friends and readers. I am challenging you to resolve whatever you like, but this year, resolve to make a difference in someone's life, even if it be just one person. They don't even have to know about it. You can send them a card, or invite them to dinner. Sit a while, take the time to invest in thier lives and listen. Get to know them. Forget about your wieght, your excercise routine, your diet, and take a burden off of someone else's shoulders. Let your lights shine. You will be blessed in the end for doing so.
I resolve all the normal New Year's resolutions...but more importantly, I resolve to not only make a difference in my life, but someone else's. I pray that 2010 is the beginning of a new season in all of your lives. 2009 had its' moments. Now it's time to dust ourselves off and look around for those who need us most to bare their burdens and take a walk with them for a while.
Take a seat, and write down 3 things you will (not 'can') do in 2010 to help someone other than yourself. If you wish to share, I would love to hear your ideas!