We paint a picture of happiness and say everything is good. And while it might be that day or that hour or maybe, just that minute, the moments before may have been far from okay. Or even the moments after may be horrid. It is our choice, really. But in the same respect, there are forces that be around us that make a difference in how we view things and we are tempted consistantly with the idea of giving up. Or at least I am. I am tempted with that notion. But I have not given into it yet. I give into all the others, but not this one. I am trying so desperately to do what is right and for now it is working. Working... just working...it isn't the best, but it's working. I guess if it's working then I should just keep going with it then. That doesn't mean I am thrilled about it, but I am in it for the long haul, I think.
Oh well, better to be stuck in something that is working, than to be stuck in a hopeless case.